Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Really?!?!

Oh my goodness!!! I am now also sick with the flu!! I have been throwing up a lot. L0l it's just my luck. I am having some trouble. I am very stressed with everything going on around me. Some of my friends are really bugging me, because they are complaining to me about something so small in their lives. Since I have been diagnosed with Restrictive Cardiomyopathy it has really helped me put my perspectives into place. Please friends that are reading this, do not think it is you. It is more people that do not read my blog.
I am also getting mad, because I question why I have this. See when I went in to do my Cath, it was suppose to be the end of my heart junk. I was going to wake up and be as good as new. When they told me I was mad. Ask Aimee, I did not talk for over an hour. This is also something that I do, when I get upset I want to go off and be by myself and talk to the people that comfort me the most.

Tomorrow Roxie is coming out! I hope that being with her will get my mind off of everything. Also tomorrow is my last day of school! I am so happy. It feels so good to only have my two favorite classes left for tomorrow!!!!!! Thank you Jesus!

Well I know everyone wanted to know REALLY how I am doing. I am trying to give it all to God, but sometimes it is just hard to think about everything. It is a good way the enemy to attack me and my family. Please pray for us. Thank you

4 comments:

  1. Okay...So, I know who the hot chick is on the left in the picture, but who is that hottie on the right side of the pic?

    That is a great picture of us, girl!

    I am so excited for you today!! Last day of school and Roxy!!

    Prayin' for you today with finals.

    Angie Bear, I don't know why you have this, but God knows, He loves you, and He is in control. He won't leave you hangin'!

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  2. I LOVE YOU....AUNT GORDIE

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  3. Hi Angie,
    I am so sorry that you are going through all of this. I'm sure it isn't easy.

    I just want you to know that you are in our prayers!

    God is so faithful... He will be with you, with His loving arms wrapped around you, through all of this.

    You are so beautiful! Even though this is incredibly difficult, God wants to strengthen your faith through it all.

    Love to you girl!

    Julie

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  4. Okay--DON'T Laugh Silly Girl! Remeber how I told you that I think the song The Climb is a goodie for ya and fits ya? I still do. I am going to post the words here. I am also posting a link to a site that will have a video of Miley singing it with the words next to it on the screen. I recommend (don't laugh) that when you listen to it, sing the words along with her. It's touching.

    I also think that it is even fitting for you because I came across this just today......

    No matter how steep the mountain - the Lord is going to climb it with you.


    Okay I love you.

    Here is the link: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/miley_cyrus/the_climb.html

    Here is the words to the song.

    The Climb-

    I can almost see it
    That dream I'm dreaming but
    There's a voice inside my head sayin,
    You'll never reach it,
    Every step I'm taking,
    Every move I make feels
    Lost with no direction
    My faith is shaking but I
    Got to keep trying
    Got to keep my head held high

    There's always going to be another mountain
    I'm always going to want to make it move
    Always going to be an uphill battle,
    Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
    Ain't about how fast I get there,
    Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
    It's the climb

    The struggles I'm facing,
    The chances I'm taking
    Sometimes might knock me down but
    No I'm not breaking
    I may not know it
    But these are the moments that
    I'm going to remember most yeah
    Just got to keep going
    And I,
    I got to be strong
    Just keep pushing on, cause

    There's always going to be another mountain
    I'm always going to want to make it move
    Always going to be an uphill battle,
    Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
    Ain't about how fast I get there,
    Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
    It's the climb (yeah)

    There's always going to be another mountain
    I'm always going to want to make it move
    Always going to be an uphill battle,
    Sometimes you going to have to lose,
    Ain't about how fast I get there,
    Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
    It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

    Keep on moving
    Keep climbing
    Keep the faith baby
    It's all about
    It's all about
    The climb
    Keep the faith
    Keep your faith

    Whoa a oh oh

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